Dexter is my name. I response to Dex and Density and Dex-xy too. This is a personal blog, so please don't restrain me from expressing myself, how-so-ever. I can get cranky, I can get mad, I can be whatever I want, I can criticize, I can be nice, and last, I can be anything and everything. Welcome to my world, where life is not only ups and downs, it is also red,orange,yellow,green,blue,indigo,violet. Life is a rainbow, and sometimes a dull one, however, if we embrace it well, it will be beautiful.
I know there is a saying that 'The one who apologize first, admits defeat.'
And maybe I am abiding to that.
But I am saying sorry to stop the torture on myself and others.
I believe, 'The one who says sorry first, brings best friends back to original state.'
I want to try that.
Dear N and JY.
I want to apologize to you, for handling the situation using the worst possible way.
That is to break our friendship. It has been bugging me for ages, although I said we were strangers, I do still check on your guys, cyber-ly.
I should have dealt with the situation in a more positive way.
And I just realized that once best friends, always best friends.
Even with disagreements and arguments, after a period of time, all will be alright.
I am now hoping to take a leap of faith, will you go with me?
Lets forget just what happened, and lets start a new, something that we have not given each other since then.
Remember the good times, and remember how stronger bonds are forged after some misunderstandings and disagreements.
I really do want to continue being friends.
Or more of a family, fate brought us together, and I do not want to destroy what fate has given us. A family, consists of not only blood-related persons, but also of those whom you love and love you back, unconditionally.
I treated you guys as family since sec 3/4.
And family will always be family, and I hope to keep it that way.
I hope you do accept my apology and give each party a chance again.
I hope this will turn out will, I am going to try.
Even if it don't, at least I tried my best.
Again guys, I deeply regret what I said to you guys previously.
I am sorry.
Hopeful,
DEXTER!