Saturday, DJJM made a stand.
Saturday, DJJM made my day.
I say TRY US, because we are daring and enthusiastic.
We can make it even though people say we can't.
And no matter how disgraceful we are, we dare to post it.
OMG, how I just love them.
Additionally, I am grateful to them, I am the worst singer in DJJM!
But yet they didn't kick me out, like I expect I would be.
Yet at times I wonder if I should quit, I am afriad of pulling them down.
I want them to make it, not so much of me.
I am willing to step out if I really spoiling their image, or rather, OUR image.
I don't know, I am unsure. I don't know what to do.
I see many other potential classmates, but not me.
I think I am the worst singer in class, my voice sounds boring and horrible.
Now I can't help but think of what they think of me.
Do they think they would do better without me?
Will they want me around? Am I really capable?
Shall I still stay on, with my horrible singing?
Shall they include other people and not me?
I really don't want to 'damage' them. I want them to make it!
And speaking of making it, the dream of being called up for performance
is a dream that I still and will hold on to, but with me around, the dream seem so distant.
That will always remain a dream, and that is a dream for all four of us.
Can I don't spoil them, can I make DJJM! proud?
That I don't know, but I really want to.
I want their honest opinions, if I really cannot make it, I rather they take singers like FELIX.
I am incomparable, to Felix and JOJO.
Both of them are like icons people won't miss out.
As for me, I will always remain a calefare, and maybe I like it that way.
I can stil be a part of DJJM!, although the name may be changed, like FJJM! or JJM!
I can help compose new songs? And even logistics stuff for the group.
I don't know, but please guys, if you are reading this, I am not trying to quit,
I'm just thinking of OUR group as a whole, you guys have potential,
And I don't want to be that black horse that pull you guys down.
I will be alright, so please tell me what I should do ok?
And I really want to thank you for the past 2 weeks when we video-ed loads.
Really LOVE you guys, for standing my horrible voice and weird personality.
I will never change my attitude to you guys whatever your decisions may be.
I am happy to be part of DJJM! loads of fun and laughters!
I want to see the group grow and become something in NP, at least.
It will be a memoriable thing to look back even after graduating from NP.
At least we can say we meant something to the school.
So yeah, I shall end it here. Looking forward to hearing more from DJJM!
Tell me soon, yeah?
We are the D, DOUBLE-J,M! D-J-J-M!
The ONE.
Dexter is my name. I response to Dex and Density and Dex-xy too. This is a personal blog, so please don't restrain me from expressing myself, how-so-ever. I can get cranky, I can get mad, I can be whatever I want, I can criticize, I can be nice, and last, I can be anything and everything. Welcome to my world, where life is not only ups and downs, it is also red,orange,yellow,green,blue,indigo,violet. Life is a rainbow, and sometimes a dull one, however, if we embrace it well, it will be beautiful.